drabble #2: tomorrow is today

I have a picture of you. I look at it every night before bed, and I think that tomorrow I’ll get you to like me. Tomorrow you won’t snap at me, you won’t see me as not good enough. Tomorrow, I think, I’ll get you to smile at me like you do in that picture. Tomorrow I’ll let you know I love you, and tomorrow you’ll love me back. But tomorrow has been almost seven years, and I’m so tired of waiting for tomorrow. So I think I’m going to tell you today.

you got some anger issues, dude.

Ugh... the past two days have been terrible! Not entirely, I still enjoyed them somewhat, but...arghs, there has been somethings that irritate me to the extreme. RAWR. :X

Firstly, there is this completely RUDE DUMB UNDERCLASSMEN GIRL that is incredibly obnoxious and thinks the world revolves around her completely empty skull. Her mouth is an unstoppable machine and she has such an annoying voice. She bother other people that she doesn't know and she just won't sit her fricking butt on the seat! There are people that just want a nice and peaceful ride back home after a long agonizing day of school.

And then, in English (my worst subject btw), the teacher is randomly picking on students to check if they read the chapter(s) he assigned, and if he catches you didn't read it, then he writes your name and calls home. wtfreak. Extremist Alert. So, I knew that this was gonna happen because he's been in a really pissy mood lately, so I read. Heck, I even gave up my lunch period to read the stupid book. So, during class, he calls on random people and asks them questions. Im listening and raising my hand to answer each question because, duh, I read it. But then he calls on me and gives me a question that absolutely stumped me. His question was relating to puppies or dogs or some what not, and I'm clueless because I have no recollection of anything related to it in the chapters that were assigned. So, I truthfully said that I did not remember reading anything like that in the text, and he writes me up. But other people were confused because there wasn't any mentioning of dogs or puppies or whatever in the the chapters he was testing us. But he was like "If you did the reading, you would've known the answer. Something really harsh is done to them." Plus the worst thing is, he does not negotiatable or he will make things worse than they were. WTF.

(sorry for venting on you guys ^^;)

snow days.

Today was like a wish come true! Last night, the meteorologists were predicting the biggest snowstorm of the year and we, the students of NYC, were wishing wholeheartedly that schools were canceled. I tried to stay up until 3 am, which is when they usually announced that public schools are closed, but I was not able to resist the sweet rest that sleep offered me. I complied and suddenly at 6:30am, my ringtone woke me up and it was my friend calling to tell me that school was closed! WOOT!

Snow days are awesome, but winter has dragged on too long. I can not wait until the warm sun's rays shine on my face, t-shirt and shorts wearing body, and flipflop attired feet. Sorry Winter, but you gotta let Spring have some stage time too.

My plans for warm weather are to start exercising again and putting my rec center membership back into use. In the winter, only relying on school gym is not enough. Plus all that stress from midyears, college applications and school work got me eating more, which is definitely not helping. When it's warm again, I'm going to use my new running sneakers to jog or bike. Maybe swim once awhile too. As well as go to the gym. I'll play any of you in basketball. Or maybe we can all get together and have a volleyball or badminton game. I've also wanted to sign up for a kick boxing class. Basically lose weight, get fit, and tone up. Haha.

First step. buy sneakers. Shopping, anyone? ;D

drabble #1: open or closed?

It was always this way with her. She was far too open with her heart for her own good. Whether it was love or friendship, she gave her all. She didn’t know how to hold back and wait for the right moment; she just rushed right on in and laid all her cards on the table: too naïve to realize that it was not always practical to do so, and too trusting to believe that she might get hurt. Hurt she did get though, and her foolish romance was a testament to that. It was what made her so vulnerable to the world. She was just too passionate and open, and now her sincerity and honesty had gotten her hurt again.