throbbing brain cells

Today started with it being one of the worst mornings ever. I think cleaning the toilet or having my 3 most hated things wake me up probably are the highest on my list, but today's morning has got to be up there with them. It started last night. A throbbing of my head grew to a major full blown headache. It was so bad I slept at 9pm to try to sleep it off. 9pm! That's probably the earliest I've slept since middle school! (Not counting the time I wanted to take a nap at 5pm and wounded up waking up at 5am the next morning with no recollection of my sister or mother trying to wake me up. in my defense, I had at all-nighter the night before.)

The next morning, when I woke for school at 6ish am, the dreadful headache survived the night. It was impossible to get out of bed, let alone attempt to pay attention in class. So, I skipped school. woot. Then, Edmond came. Edmond is this 3 year old kid my mom babysits in the apartment building next to our's. She comes back to our apartment around noon-ish to prep for dinner since she doesn't have time later. And she bring Edmond along. Don't get me wrong, I love Edmond. I love kids in general. But that morning, I was not in the mood of being woken up by a hyper 3 year old boy that craves for attention, jumping on my bed and nagging me to let Thumper out of her cage. Totally not helping, dude.

So, I popped some ibuprofen pills and dragged my butt out of bed. Yeah, not fun. I had a whole bunch of work to make up and 3 tests tomorrow. oh joy. I have been getting more headaches, migraines, and sicknesses lately. I blame stress. School work, Advanced Placement courses, college decisions, and just life in general. It's a challenge I'll just have to overcome and summer fun will just be my prize.

On a better note, at least tomorrow is Friday! awesome! And I was able to fix my internet without the help of the useless Verizon techies! Proudest moment ever. I was also taking a break on my work -cough-procrastinating-cough- and was looking up my favorite car brand, Mustang. Oh man, so fricking pretty and fast. Best combination in a car. Right now I want a Mustang Shelby Coupe GT500 Premium. Blue with the White Vista Stripe and Black Interior. Awesomeness.

That's not the car, but it's still absofrickinglutely cool. :D

Love is Here by Tenth Avenue North

Come to the waters, you who thirst and you'll thirst no more.
Come to the father, you who work and you'll work no more.
And all you who labor in vain and to the broken and shamed:

Love is here.
Love is now.
Love is pouring from
His hands, from his brows.
Love is near, it satisfies.
Streams of mercy flowing from his side.
'Cause love is here.

Come to the treasure, you who search and you'll search no more.
Come to the lover you who want and you'll want no more, no.
And all you who labor in vain and to the broken and shamed,

Yeah:

Love is here.
Love is now.
Love is pouring from his hands, from his brows.
Love is near, it satisfies.
Streams of mercy flowing from his side.

Yeah

And to the bruised and fallen,
Captives, bound, and broken hearted.

He is the lord
He is the lord,
Yeah

By his stripes he's paid our ransom
From his wounds we drink salvation

He is the lord
He is the lord

Love is here.
Love is now.
Love is pouring from his hands, from his brows.
Love is near,
It satisfies.
Streams of mercy flowing from his side.
Streams of mercy flowing from his side.
'Cause love is here
Love is here.

I DESPISE the rain.

The rain, Mr. Headache, and Mrs. Cramps ambushed me. They all ganged up on me and I was left on my bed, trying to sleep the pain off. Yeah, so every thing is just plain peachy.

Wow, I sound like a grouch.

On a better note, I officially gained an big brother. Officially because I asked and clarified it with him. I always wanted a big brother. Yay! People -cough-peony&michelle-cough- have told me that having an older brother is not that big of a deal, but I think the fact that not ever having a reliable male figure in my life, might have scarred me a bit. This is definitely different than what I'm used to. I hoping to gain about brother. I'll have to ask him later on though. Not yet. I have to work on the whole trusting guys thing. Don't get me wrong, I have a ton of guy friends. Just nothing on this level. I'll keep you guys posted.